Child fear

i was terrifed of Chucky. From the the horror movies. My older sister made me watch it one time and it was ablsoluty horrible. And than my parents bought me a life size doll for christmas that looked just like me. I was so scared of it that i locked in in my closet. Than my brothers kept on telling me that it was Chucky's bride. And than one night i woke up in the middle of the night and i saw like a white shimmering looking thing across the hall from my room and i swear that it was a ghost cuz my house is really old. So with a killer doll in my closet and a ghost in my house. There wasn't a night that i woke up scared out of my mind. Now that im older and i hear things in my house that are kinda weird it doesn't bother me, and now i watch the Chucky movies all the time because they are so funny. I still have the doll but its packed away with my other dolls in the basement and its going to stay down there.

hateful job

Ok there is a lot of things i dont like to do around the house but they're little things so i guess it doesn't really bother me. What bother me the most is when i work at the legion ever last saturday of the month. Its called the fish fry. Yeah really hick isn't it? I guess i dont have to do it but i get a little money for someone who doesn't have job because they live in a small town in the middle of now where and they dont have a car and they need to car to get a job so they have transportation. Yeah its the cirlce of life that i loath so much. well what i do there is wash the dishes. Well when there is more than 100 people come in, thats a lot of dishes that i have to do plus all the dishes the cooks use. I usually stand at the sink for over an hour just doing the dishes because they just keep coming. Ugh i would die if i had to do this job for the rest of my life. Jeez its just something i do to get a little cash. I would rather shot myself in the foot, drop dead before i make this my life time job.

Dear future child

Dear future child,
Oh my sweet sweet child i have yet to learn your name or who you are but i hope that you know me well. I want you to know that i will love you for all of time. I want you to know that the world is not a nice place. Its getting darker and colder with each passing year. Im not going to lie to you and say the world is a wonderful place but that would be wrong and i want you to know and understand that if you want to make it in a place like this you have to try, learn, and understand. If you can do those three things than you can make it and do whatever you want, dont let anyone tell you different. I want you to grow up strong and compassionate so that you can change the world one step at a time.


with all my love
your mother