The ideal mate

Ok here is the thing. i don't need to make up an ideal mate because he already exist. Ok so what if he's famous and like 30 but like i care. His name is Alexander Skarsgard and he is absolutely drop dead hot. He's from my favorite TV show True Blood. He's like 6'4, blond hair, blue eyes. He is perfect. and if i could meet him i would die. hahaha i sound like a little girl. but who cares. I don't. If i could make up a make up an ideal mate it would be a waste of time because no guys are going to be perfect. but one can only wish.

Looking Forward

Will us Seniors only have 8 school days till our last day of school. And after our last day of school we get to go to six flags. And im so stoked. I love rollercoaster and i cant wait to spend the day with my friends screaming on the top of my lungs as i plung foward on a fast pase rollercoaster. It's also a bonus that the park is closed to the public so only church and school events can go. So the lines should be some what shorter. I been to six flags twice in my life before and the first time was with my parents the summer before my 8th grade year and the second time was with my friend Savannah the summer of my Junior year. I been to both to St. Louis and the one up in Gurnee. People always think that the six flags is in Chicago but its actually pass chicago and closer to the border of the state. So all i have to say is that im excited and i cant wait.

WOOT WOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Urban Legends

Eveyone as seen the movie Wizard Of Oz. It's a classic, and a great movie. And a bet most of you have heard the the urban legned of the movie about a munchkin killing himself behind on of the sets. If you watch scene where Dorthy, the ScareCrow, and the Tinman are walking out of the woods you can see a black figure in the background and it looks like a little man killed himself. But is this true? Will Snopes have confirmed that it is false. They say it was from a big bird but how can you be so sure, and maybe the producers of the movie just wanted to cover it up. No movie producers what to have a sucided on their hands difintely if it was over 70 years ago.

Top Ten

1) TrueBlood
2) Senses Fail
3) Art
4) my mom
5) Emily Noble
6) Savannah Freehill
7) The Pretty Reckless
8) Alice in Wonderland
9) Tim Burton
10) Zombies!!!

Ok this is my list of the greatest things in the world to me. I put Tim Burton down because i love his movies and his creations. He is a genius. I also put down Senses Fail because i love that band and the show trueblood. And of course my two best friend Emily and Savannah. I love art, im going to college for art. And my mom is the greatest thing in the world to me. she taught me everything i need to know about life.

House of Night Movie

I'm pretty sure that most of you haven't read any of the House of Night series and if you have than you know that these books are great. Right now I'm on the tip of the sword because I would like to see these books made into a movie but I don't want them to be ruined like they did to the twilight series (no offense to the twilight lovers). So if they make it into a movie than I would like to see. I would like to see Odette Yustman to play the main character Zoey Redbird. I'm thinking Zac Efron should play Erik Night. (not a 100% sure) Tomas Dekker should play the hott Stark. There are a lot more characters in the book but I'm not going to tell you because if you haven't read the books then you should go and read them.

Wrinkle in time

if i could go back in time i would go back and never met this guy. he was really cool at first and everything. He let me ride on the back of his motorcycle and he was really hott. But he had a different side that i didn't like. Like he always caused drama. and lets just say he didn't like the law all that much. But for some odd reason i was drawn to him. He was a loser just like his friends. He lived in waynesville for about a year but stuff has been going down at the place he was staying so they kicked him and so he moved back to his mom's house in springfield. Far away from me. He caused so much drama and stress that i wish i never met him.

The Lilacs

every time i smell lilacs i think about my house in the summer cuz we have lilac bushes my back yard. And every year those lilac bushes bloom and sweet aroma filled the air for weeks. My mom would pick a few lilacs and but them in a vase and set them on the dinning room table so the the house would smell like lilacs. When i smell them it reminds me of summer cuz thats when they bloom. They are so pretty too. The lilacs thats we have are always a lavender color. but they eventually die and than the bushes are just green no pretty colors and no sweet smells to fill the air.

Your So Vain

Dear Journal,

Omg i cant believe her. Who does she think she is telling me off like that. I swear Mary Calfas will pay for this. Just because shes an out cast doesn't mean i can't make her pay for dissing me. I am the queen of this school, i run this joint. No one i mean no one can tell me off. So what if i was picking on her friend. Her friend needed to know what was right and so i had to teach her a lesson. Her stupid black hair and her stupid lip piercing is nothing, just because she has guts doens't mean she gets scared. i'll make her feel fear.


The Destoryer

toys

well when i was a kid i loved playing with barbies. My parents bought me tons and tons of baribes. i used to spend my whole day playing with them and i had little accessiories with them and houses so i pretty much had a huge town set up on my floor. But as i got older i lot interest in them. They just got boring and a complete waste of my time. So i decided to get ride of them but my parents didn't want me too so they bought tubs so i can put them in there and store them in the basement. Now i cant even stand the dolls and like seriously i tired blowing one up with my brothers one day and my parents busted us so we got into trouble. Even though we got into trouble it was so much fun seeing baribes head fly off. :P

Old Habit

Well personally i dont have a weird habit. Well if i do than i dont notice it. I dont have any ocd or anthing like that. The only thing that bothers me is my brother Matt yeah you all know him well he drives me up the wall. every little thing that he does bothers me. I guess in reality i dont care to much about things to worry about how they look or how they are i just leave them cuz i have other things to worry about like life itself. I guess im just lucky not to have a habit. Wait i do have habits but they're just not weird or odd they're just normal things that other people do too. yeah my life can be boring

Child fear

i was terrifed of Chucky. From the the horror movies. My older sister made me watch it one time and it was ablsoluty horrible. And than my parents bought me a life size doll for christmas that looked just like me. I was so scared of it that i locked in in my closet. Than my brothers kept on telling me that it was Chucky's bride. And than one night i woke up in the middle of the night and i saw like a white shimmering looking thing across the hall from my room and i swear that it was a ghost cuz my house is really old. So with a killer doll in my closet and a ghost in my house. There wasn't a night that i woke up scared out of my mind. Now that im older and i hear things in my house that are kinda weird it doesn't bother me, and now i watch the Chucky movies all the time because they are so funny. I still have the doll but its packed away with my other dolls in the basement and its going to stay down there.

hateful job

Ok there is a lot of things i dont like to do around the house but they're little things so i guess it doesn't really bother me. What bother me the most is when i work at the legion ever last saturday of the month. Its called the fish fry. Yeah really hick isn't it? I guess i dont have to do it but i get a little money for someone who doesn't have job because they live in a small town in the middle of now where and they dont have a car and they need to car to get a job so they have transportation. Yeah its the cirlce of life that i loath so much. well what i do there is wash the dishes. Well when there is more than 100 people come in, thats a lot of dishes that i have to do plus all the dishes the cooks use. I usually stand at the sink for over an hour just doing the dishes because they just keep coming. Ugh i would die if i had to do this job for the rest of my life. Jeez its just something i do to get a little cash. I would rather shot myself in the foot, drop dead before i make this my life time job.

Dear future child

Dear future child,
Oh my sweet sweet child i have yet to learn your name or who you are but i hope that you know me well. I want you to know that i will love you for all of time. I want you to know that the world is not a nice place. Its getting darker and colder with each passing year. Im not going to lie to you and say the world is a wonderful place but that would be wrong and i want you to know and understand that if you want to make it in a place like this you have to try, learn, and understand. If you can do those three things than you can make it and do whatever you want, dont let anyone tell you different. I want you to grow up strong and compassionate so that you can change the world one step at a time.


with all my love
your mother